Friday, 17 October 2008
Lalalulali....
Mixed feeling today… My first few waking hours were good. I was loving myself, looking back at old pictures (boy, I didn't realise I looked so different), and felt happy. So happy in fact, I went to get some REAL food to eat. All was fine and dandy until negative thoughts keep hitting me. Obviously there was only one source of it (and frankly, one is more than enough) that could hit me bad. The first few times I was fine, but the persistence of it did me in. I shot myself down from my almost-Cloud Nine and went back straight to the emotional hell from which I barely escaped from. Now, I can hope that I can get over it by writing it out…
Get lost already….
Oh yeah, I probably should thank somebody yesterday night. Felt so much better to be on the other side (at least delusionally... haha...)
[but then again, it's not like he cares]
Listening to : Forgive me - Leona Lewis, Bottle Pop - PCD feat. Snoop Dogg, Come to Me (Peace) - Mary J. Blige, I Like It Rough - Lady Gaga and Wild Out - Lisa Lopes
(One should really check out the last song although it's being released posthumously.)
Get lost already….
Oh yeah, I probably should thank somebody yesterday night. Felt so much better to be on the other side (at least delusionally... haha...)
[but then again, it's not like he cares]
Listening to : Forgive me - Leona Lewis, Bottle Pop - PCD feat. Snoop Dogg, Come to Me (Peace) - Mary J. Blige, I Like It Rough - Lady Gaga and Wild Out - Lisa Lopes
(One should really check out the last song although it's being released posthumously.)
Monkey J
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