Saturday, 8 November 2008
Finally, Something All About Me (almost)
I just hate this part of me. Or maybe I like it? I can't really tell.
I was suddenly struck by this surge of emotions. A burst of laughter was just about to escape from my mouth and then, i realised sad tears were forming under my lower eyelids. It was the feeling of mirth mixed so well with melancholy that you don't know what is it you are feeling. Was it happiness accompanied with sadness, or depression along with the onset of joy? Was my lips concaving upwards or down or maybe both?
The more I think about it, the more confused I get until I reach a certain point I couldn't be bothered anymore. It seems to me that my ambivalence had just found a new way of resurfacing itself.
I was suddenly struck by this surge of emotions. A burst of laughter was just about to escape from my mouth and then, i realised sad tears were forming under my lower eyelids. It was the feeling of mirth mixed so well with melancholy that you don't know what is it you are feeling. Was it happiness accompanied with sadness, or depression along with the onset of joy? Was my lips concaving upwards or down or maybe both?
The more I think about it, the more confused I get until I reach a certain point I couldn't be bothered anymore. It seems to me that my ambivalence had just found a new way of resurfacing itself.
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Side note; Something I found in my inbox. I'm not really a person who continues chain mails, so I'll just post my part here. It is quite accurate to me. (I included November as well since I was born around the end of October and my original duedate was 1st of November. But the October baby has more traits of me than the November one.) What strikes me as odd is that the 'punishment' for not chaining this is different for different months (well, slightly). Oh, I included February as well, just so I know I'm shooting myself in the foot (yet) again. To me, it's pretty darn accurate.
OCTOBER BABY
Loves to chat.
Loves those who love them.
Loves to takes things at the center.
Inner and physical beauty.
Lies but doesn't pretend.
Gets angry often.
Treats friends importantly.
Brave and fearless.
Always making friends.
Easily hurt but recovers easily.
Daydreamer.
Opinionated.
Does not care to control emotions.
Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.
repost this in 5 mins or you will not meet the love of your life for 10 years.
NOVEMBER BABY
Trustworthy and loyal.
Very passionate and dangerous.
Wild at times.
Knows how to have fun.
Sexy and mysterious.
Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality.
Playful, but secretive.
Very emotional and temperamental sometimes.
Meets new people easily and very social in a group.
Fearless and independent.
Can hold their own.
Stands out in a crowd.
Essentially very smart.
Usually, the greatest men are born in this month.
If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
repost in 5 mins & you will excell in a major event coming up sometime this month.
p.s. : It's not my fault that both October and November had 'inner and outer/physical beauty'. I didn't make this thing, but can't argue with such coincidences, can I? =P
FEBRUARY BABY
Abstract thoughts.
Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality.
Attractive.
Sexiest out of everyone.
Temperamental.
Quiet, shy and humble.
Honest and loyal.
Determined to reach goals.
Loves freedom.
Rebellious when restricted.
Loves aggressiveness.
Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things.
Loves making friends but rarely shows it.
Horny.
Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious.
Realizing dreams and hopes.
Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure.
Romantic on the inside not outside.
Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift.
Tries to learn to show emotions.
Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match
Loves to chat.
Loves those who love them.
Loves to takes things at the center.
Inner and physical beauty.
Lies but doesn't pretend.
Gets angry often.
Treats friends importantly.
Brave and fearless.
Always making friends.
Easily hurt but recovers easily.
Daydreamer.
Opinionated.
Does not care to control emotions.
Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.
repost this in 5 mins or you will not meet the love of your life for 10 years.
NOVEMBER BABY
Trustworthy and loyal.
Very passionate and dangerous.
Wild at times.
Knows how to have fun.
Sexy and mysterious.
Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality.
Playful, but secretive.
Very emotional and temperamental sometimes.
Meets new people easily and very social in a group.
Fearless and independent.
Can hold their own.
Stands out in a crowd.
Essentially very smart.
Usually, the greatest men are born in this month.
If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
repost in 5 mins & you will excell in a major event coming up sometime this month.
p.s. : It's not my fault that both October and November had 'inner and outer/physical beauty'. I didn't make this thing, but can't argue with such coincidences, can I? =P
FEBRUARY BABY
Abstract thoughts.
Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality.
Attractive.
Sexiest out of everyone.
Temperamental.
Quiet, shy and humble.
Honest and loyal.
Determined to reach goals.
Loves freedom.
Rebellious when restricted.
Loves aggressiveness.
Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things.
Loves making friends but rarely shows it.
Horny.
Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious.
Realizing dreams and hopes.
Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure.
Romantic on the inside not outside.
Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift.
Tries to learn to show emotions.
Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match
Now listening to : Learning to Fall - Boys Like Girls, Thunder - Boys Like Girls, Heels Over Head - Boys Like Girls, Why Can't I - Liz Phair, Photobooth - Death Cab For Cutie,
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