Monday, 25 October 2010
(Belated) (Sorta) Birthday Post (Not Quite)
I am not to be kidding you (always wanted to say that) but it's really been a terribly long time since I last posted something on any of my blogs. (I've just been wondering why the hell do I keep so many blogs when I can't even update one of them regularly?)
I am, by all logical accounts, fine. My life is fine, my studies is fine (except this one stupid subject), my social life is fine, my personal life is screwed (but who's isn't? That's right. Not even Jesus/Buddha/the many different disguises of the Hindu gods).
Anyways, I know I have always posted something every year near by birthday, and this year, I almost didn't and still it's not quite the same sort of post.
This year, I had not the time or energy to think about what I'm going to write about on my birthday (except now, which is more of an act of venting/procrastination than anything else). It had passed fairly uneventfully, and I was fine to let it go that way. However, like a thunder out of the blue sky, it struck. Subtly at first, but it definitely begun to spread. So, I am writing it out now in hopes that it will subside. I don't need this happening every year at/near my birthday.
Am I that damaged that it just won't heal?
p.s. : This is just my usual birthday drama mixed in with my exam stress. Seriously, this is the only time I could remember that I am this ill-prepared for my exams. I mean, I have barely started on one project (which is due this Friday). And that has to be done along with all my other exam preparations that I have somehow miraculously not done over the semester. I am feeling a major headache just writing about it now.
But just hang on to your hats a little while longer, kind, kind, loyal followers. I promise to continue posting (more regularly) once this ordeal is over, which is by the 9th of November. Mark your calender! Also, is there anyone out there with extensive knowledge in the subjects I am doing who somehow is willing to trade lives with me for the next 2-3 weeks? Anyone? Anyone?
I am, by all logical accounts, fine. My life is fine, my studies is fine (except this one stupid subject), my social life is fine, my personal life is screwed (but who's isn't? That's right. Not even Jesus/Buddha/the many different disguises of the Hindu gods).
Anyways, I know I have always posted something every year near by birthday, and this year, I almost didn't and still it's not quite the same sort of post.
This year, I had not the time or energy to think about what I'm going to write about on my birthday (except now, which is more of an act of venting/procrastination than anything else). It had passed fairly uneventfully, and I was fine to let it go that way. However, like a thunder out of the blue sky, it struck. Subtly at first, but it definitely begun to spread. So, I am writing it out now in hopes that it will subside. I don't need this happening every year at/near my birthday.
Am I that damaged that it just won't heal?
p.s. : This is just my usual birthday drama mixed in with my exam stress. Seriously, this is the only time I could remember that I am this ill-prepared for my exams. I mean, I have barely started on one project (which is due this Friday). And that has to be done along with all my other exam preparations that I have somehow miraculously not done over the semester. I am feeling a major headache just writing about it now.
But just hang on to your hats a little while longer, kind, kind, loyal follower
Monkey J
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